I am really relunctant to cancel it off.. Just because he wanted to be involved and he could not make it, he asked me to either change it to his off day which falls on a weekday or celebrate ourselves.
Sigh... Because of the budget and to please him, I actually gave this up.. I really do not understand why am I doing this...
WHY??? Can somebody tell me why...
My mom said: "your wedding was also important but we did not do the banquet. So what, 21st just celebrate on our own will do". When she said that, my heart sank to the bottom of the sea.
Because we did not have money, because we are poor??? Are we???
Now I could not stop myself from tearing..
I felt so stupid. I had sent invitation 1 week ago, and today I had to apologised to people for cancelling it.. Is it right or wrong... I must have disappoint many people..
Life is so difficult... When I go back to work, I will not stop myself from what I want to do whether others like it or not.
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