My World

Argh, I am dying of borness.. Last weekend was eventful, and allergy happens to my neck...

Why can't I wear even a normal necklace because I can't afford to buy white gold or gold...
Neither I am born with a golden spoon or silver spoon...
So damn blardy irritating, my whole neck is full of rashes and it look so sore and disgusting that I dare not step out of my house. Because I am afraid people might shoo away from me..

Had been slacking at home since yesterday... Took medication for my rashes and it made me so drowsy... It lasted for almost 24 hours lar..

I need to unleash myself before I go back to work this January.. Birthday next month, I still haven't decide on the menu yet..

So many things to do but I am so restless... Help!!!

All I do at home is SLEEP, EAT, SLACK... I did not do most of the babysitting, beside making him milk...

Javier is getting more mischevious recently, he had mastered the skill of fake crying which sometimes are so real, so irritating!!! I dare not really bring him out alone, as he had learnt how to walk and he is always walking himself and not allowing me to hold his hand...

Sometimes I wonder, his behaviour is somehow familiar... May be just like me...
I love freedom very much...
May be he had inherited from me bah...

I need a new hairstyleeeeeeeeeeeee...
Sick of straight hair... Hmm... Can I get it done before 22nd November???

Going to Batam on our 2nd Anniversary... I wonder will it be enjoyable or full of surprise???

So many question, so many answer not replied... I'm so lost... PMS??? or Weather too hot???
I am feeling very moody... Very soon I will be down with depression or anxiety I guessed...
HELP