September 23, 2011

Janelle's First Birthday Celebration

Oh yeah, tonight is Janelle's party! almost done with the tidy up.. Waiting for the kids to wake up and dress up for today's extravaganza..


I have no idea why I am getting very moody and I am so deprive of getting retail therapy lately.. I just want to go out so badly.. Probably stayed at home for months making me moudy...

Gonna update the photos, when I am free...

May 14, 2011

Genting and KL Family Trip

Last month, we made our 1st time travelling along with the kids happened together with their God-parents (Cynthia and Jeremy)
Basically, we went there for the sake of the weather, and the facilities they have..
Thus, it is just like a test water.
It was very tiring because we are just accompanying Javier to play at the Indoor Theme Park.


Not well taken de family photo.

My Kids, My World..

Daddy with his boy..

Mummy and her boy..

While waiting..

Look, Javier enjoying these ride the most..

Javier is a happy boy..

The 2nd day, we made a trip to KL Chinatown for foodie and shopping..


At Berjaya Times Square de Indoor Theme Park..
Another family photo taken.. Not a nice shot, brother was sleeping and sister was distracted.

After walking for the whole day, we were all tired.. Look what we found at the Bowling alley..

Massage Chair!!!

Summary of the trip..
We lost a milk bottle of Janelle, luckily that is for her water only..
Made the boat ride at the indoor theme park faulty, by shaking it vigorously..
Thrown away a pram because it gave way..
We were all tired because of the walking and playing along..

what was even most stupid was, we only brought the house key without our bedroom key, ended up, we had to wait for mummy to be back from work then we could access the room..

and came back with 2 sick kid...

the right choice we did was to buy travel insurance... very important especially traveling along with the kids...

Oops.. Sorry for the lack of update..

I am now a mother of 2, very busy to cope after Javier attend Pre-nursery.

Giving birth to Janelle at 37 gestation due to her high activity in my tum tum..
Initially was 7th Oct at 38 gestation then, I was having braxton hick, which requires me
to be on medication, thus, we decided to do it 1 week early. One day before Children's Day.


freshly baked..


Janelle Wee Si En, 30092010, 0853 hrs 2.77kg.


1st photo taken of Javier and his baby sister..


Most recent photo of the 2..

June 29, 2010

YoZ! I'm Back Finally... Hehehe..

I knew I had been lazy for the past 6 months for not updating this blog of mine.

Many things happened and now I already 24 weeks pregnant with a gal this time!!
Javier had recently turned 2 years old and we had managed to toilet/potty trained him... Am so proud of Javier.

I had loads of photo here and there which gonna takes me some time to sort it out before I could upload to show you..

I am now back to my housewife life after working for 2 months, due to Javier's health..
He had been falling sick so often in childcare which had been affecting my performance at work.
Thus, I resigned as he got HANDFOODMOUTHDISEASE AND INFLUENZAA at school.
It was really tough to cope with the pregnancy and being so sick at the time.. I got the INFLUENZAA from him..
There was some conflicts at work too.

Seriously, life at home is better than working.. I felt so much happier and less tense..

I gotta start organised my whole house before the lil one pops.. Wish me luck.
Ciaoz, I promised to update everyone real soon!

December 03, 2009

I do not want somebody who just care about himself and neglect all my feelings.

It was like being with someone who does not really love you.

Now, I am thinking if there is a need for sepration...
I does not want to sleep together with someone who does not treat the wife with respect and TLC...

Past Few Weeks

Since a week before my birthday, Javier had been sick due to viral fever, diarrhea upon recovery and now another episode of flu..

I was totally worn out and my patience for him went totally out of control, I vent my frustration on him by saying something to hurt him. I was in the midst of going berserk and I simply broke down and ignore him.

I could not control myself. Hence, it is better off to ignore him, if not I cannot imagine what I would do. Probably killed him with my own hands.

During the past few weeks, I had once mentally broke down and I totally ignored my family. I did not know why. As I said I need to unleash my desperate spirits. Everything said had gone into the drain.

Nobody actually know what I wanted or what I had request.. There is no way in fulfilling my dreams...

Now, I am back to reality and no longer habour hope on him anymore.

Totally, disappointed this time.








i am not the perfect mother in this world, but I am trying and learning to be a better and more mature one..

November 03, 2009

Lonely

I guess in many people's life, we do experienced the feeling of lonely.

Perhaps, some does not, because they have so many friends around them.

As for me, today I find it extremely lonely, probably because after I had finished school,
I went to work part time, and most of my weekend are burnt. Hence, I distant from my good buddies.

For my present life, being a mother, it makes me harder to hang out with them because I need to bring along Javier. I cannot possibly bring him along to a pub or club. Most of them have to work or study. So we does not meet up frequently.

I really want to be just like my friends, so carefree, enjoying every freedom they had and hanging out with their best friends.

Though I have a family, but still they can never replace friend nor friend can replace family. They are both different concept of companion.

Knowing that I am blessed with families who care about me, but it will never be enough.