My World

Janelle's First Birthday Celebration

2011-09-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, tonight is Janelle's party! almost done with the tidy up.. Waiting for the kids to wake up and dress up for today's extravaganza..

I have no idea why I am getting very moody and I am so deprive of getting retail therapy lately.. I just want to go out so badly.. Probably stayed at home for months making me moudy...

Gonna update the photos, when I am free...

Genting and KL Family Trip

2011-05-14T08:11:00.001-07:00

Last month, we made our 1st time travelling along with the kids happened together with their God-parents (Cynthia and Jeremy)
Basically, we went there for the sake of the weather, and the facilities they have..
Thus, it is just like a test water.
It was very tiring because we are just accompanying Javier to play at the Indoor Theme Park.

Not well taken de family photo.

My Kids, My World..

Daddy with his boy..

Mummy and her boy..

While waiting..

Look, Javier enjoying these ride the most..

Javier is a happy boy..

The 2nd day, we made a trip to KL Chinatown for foodie and shopping..

At Berjaya Times Square de Indoor Theme Park..
Another family photo taken.. Not a nice shot, brother was sleeping and sister was distracted.

After walking for the whole day, we were all tired.. Look what we found at the Bowling alley..

Massage Chair!!!

Summary of the trip..
We lost a milk bottle of Janelle, luckily that is for her water only..
Made the boat ride at the indoor theme park faulty, by shaking it vigorously..
Thrown away a pram because it gave way..
We were all tired because of the walking and playing along..

what was even most stupid was, we only brought the house key without our bedroom key, ended up, we had to wait for mummy to be back from work then we could access the room..

and came back with 2 sick kid...

the right choice we did was to buy travel insurance... very important especially traveling along with the kids...

Oops.. Sorry for the lack of update..

2011-05-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

I am now a mother of 2, very busy to cope after Javier attend Pre-nursery.

Giving birth to Janelle at 37 gestation due to her high activity in my tum tum..
Initially was 7th Oct at 38 gestation then, I was having braxton hick, which requires me
to be on medication, thus, we decided to do it 1 week early. One day before Children's Day.

freshly baked..

Janelle Wee Si En, 30092010, 0853 hrs 2.77kg.

1st photo taken of Javier and his baby sister..

Most recent photo of the 2..

YoZ! I'm Back Finally... Hehehe..

2010-06-29T01:05:00.000-07:00

I knew I had been lazy for the past 6 months for not updating this blog of mine.

Many things happened and now I already 24 weeks pregnant with a gal this time!!
Javier had recently turned 2 years old and we had managed to toilet/potty trained him... Am so proud of Javier.

I had loads of photo here and there which gonna takes me some time to sort it out before I could upload to show you..

I am now back to my housewife life after working for 2 months, due to Javier's health..
He had been falling sick so often in childcare which had been affecting my performance at work.
Thus, I resigned as he got HANDFOODMOUTHDISEASE AND INFLUENZAA at school.
It was really tough to cope with the pregnancy and being so sick at the time.. I got the INFLUENZAA from him..
There was some conflicts at work too.

Seriously, life at home is better than working.. I felt so much happier and less tense..

I gotta start organised my whole house before the lil one pops.. Wish me luck.
Ciaoz, I promised to update everyone real soon!

2009-12-03T08:55:00.000-08:00

I do not want somebody who just care about himself and neglect all my feelings.

It was like being with someone who does not really love you.

Now, I am thinking if there is a need for sepration...
I does not want to sleep together with someone who does not treat the wife with respect and TLC...

Past Few Weeks

2009-12-03T08:37:00.000-08:00

Since a week before my birthday, Javier had been sick due to viral fever, diarrhea upon recovery and now another episode of flu..

I was totally worn out and my patience for him went totally out of control, I vent my frustration on him by saying something to hurt him. I was in the midst of going berserk and I simply broke down and ignore him.

I could not control myself. Hence, it is better off to ignore him, if not I cannot imagine what I would do. Probably killed him with my own hands.

During the past few weeks, I had once mentally broke down and I totally ignored my family. I did not know why. As I said I need to unleash my desperate spirits. Everything said had gone into the drain.

Nobody actually know what I wanted or what I had request.. There is no way in fulfilling my dreams...

Now, I am back to reality and no longer habour hope on him anymore.

Totally, disappointed this time.

i am not the perfect mother in this world, but I am trying and learning to be a better and more mature one..

Lonely

2009-11-03T03:42:00.000-08:00

I guess in many people's life, we do experienced the feeling of lonely.

Perhaps, some does not, because they have so many friends around them.

As for me, today I find it extremely lonely, probably because after I had finished school,
I went to work part time, and most of my weekend are burnt. Hence, I distant from my good buddies.

For my present life, being a mother, it makes me harder to hang out with them because I need to bring along Javier. I cannot possibly bring him along to a pub or club. Most of them have to work or study. So we does not meet up frequently.

I really want to be just like my friends, so carefree, enjoying every freedom they had and hanging out with their best friends.

Though I have a family, but still they can never replace friend nor friend can replace family. They are both different concept of companion.

Knowing that I am blessed with families who care about me, but it will never be enough.

Cancellation of My Birthday Party

2009-11-01T23:45:00.001-08:00

I am really relunctant to cancel it off.. Just because he wanted to be involved and he could not make it, he asked me to either change it to his off day which falls on a weekday or celebrate ourselves.

Sigh... Because of the budget and to please him, I actually gave this up.. I really do not understand why am I doing this...
WHY??? Can somebody tell me why...

My mom said: "your wedding was also important but we did not do the banquet. So what, 21st just celebrate on our own will do". When she said that, my heart sank to the bottom of the sea.

Because we did not have money, because we are poor??? Are we???

Now I could not stop myself from tearing..

I felt so stupid. I had sent invitation 1 week ago, and today I had to apologised to people for cancelling it.. Is it right or wrong... I must have disappoint many people..

Life is so difficult... When I go back to work, I will not stop myself from what I want to do whether others like it or not.

2009-10-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

Argh, I am dying of borness.. Last weekend was eventful, and allergy happens to my neck...

Why can't I wear even a normal necklace because I can't afford to buy white gold or gold...
Neither I am born with a golden spoon or silver spoon...
So damn blardy irritating, my whole neck is full of rashes and it look so sore and disgusting that I dare not step out of my house. Because I am afraid people might shoo away from me..

Had been slacking at home since yesterday... Took medication for my rashes and it made me so drowsy... It lasted for almost 24 hours lar..

I need to unleash myself before I go back to work this January.. Birthday next month, I still haven't decide on the menu yet..

So many things to do but I am so restless... Help!!!

All I do at home is SLEEP, EAT, SLACK... I did not do most of the babysitting, beside making him milk...

Javier is getting more mischevious recently, he had mastered the skill of fake crying which sometimes are so real, so irritating!!! I dare not really bring him out alone, as he had learnt how to walk and he is always walking himself and not allowing me to hold his hand...

Sometimes I wonder, his behaviour is somehow familiar... May be just like me...
I love freedom very much...
May be he had inherited from me bah...

I need a new hairstyleeeeeeeeeeeee...
Sick of straight hair... Hmm... Can I get it done before 22nd November???

Going to Batam on our 2nd Anniversary... I wonder will it be enjoyable or full of surprise???

So many question, so many answer not replied... I'm so lost... PMS??? or Weather too hot???
I am feeling very moody... Very soon I will be down with depression or anxiety I guessed...
HELP

2009-09-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

I've recently just enrolled Javier into Kinderland Childcare Centre...
He will start schooling on 4th Jan 2010... Though it is quite costly and somehow inconvenient where I need to travel extra mile, I think it is worthwhile...
I'm still thinking how to balance with work... Quite nervous 1...

Hopefully, I'll get a job that I like on Jan next yr.. Many others childcare are either full or not up my standard...

Hence, I'm giving the best for him...

Last weekend, we manage to get some fresh air while Dylan was still having his afternoon nap.
Hubby gotten me W995, but now he is demanding back this phone, because it is new, and I'm always giving in! I really don't like it lor... Everytime, I must use old phone... ^%&^$@##&%^*&

Yesterday, we went swimming..
The moment we step into the swimming complex, I can sense that Javier was so excited.
Ever since the Ghost festival started, we banned swimming activities..
Javier made gret progress in swimming.
He can actually go swimming himself and diving...
When we helped him up, he was actually laughing.
So much fun he had..

My ears are so pain... Listening to his nonsense... I really want to have some peace, I like to be alone at home, especially when he is at work... Nobody will nag nag nag...

Javier is in love with Elmo... He knows that Elmo loves him, so he is always willing to wear the clothes that have Elmo printing on it...

Everyday, he will bring me his Lego Bag, and ask me to Open (penn -> this is how he prononce...) So amazed by his moves...

I'm so happy to see him grow up everyday... He brighten up my boring life...

Say no more... Shall update some photo soon...

2009-09-14T08:15:00.001-07:00

Life is short... Do whatever that is right whenever you felt like doing it...
Don't hesitate...

I guess until now then i realised that I shouldn't take things for granted...

2009-09-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

Finally feel like blogging, I know my blog had been rotting for damn long time...

Past few months, I had been going to work when Nicholas is off.. Therefore, my life became a routine...
Work -> Home -> Take Care Javier -> Play with me ( This makes me felt like I've neglected him a lot)
Hence, when I'm not working, I'll spend quality time with him...

This month, my sis is starting to work for the mooncake production in the weekend and I'll be baby sitting Dylan, the tyrant... =/

Now I'm freaking pissed off, somebody at home(you know who you are), used my computer and got virus... My computer is hanged whenever I switch on.

So right now, that somebody is not happy with me using his laptop...

I'm need a PC badly and you are freaking broke to provide me one! So stop your nonsense!

I am in a very bad mood today. So do not provoke me further!!! (Understand, unless you don't know English!)

Eventful Moments to Be Shared...

2009-06-23T20:36:00.000-07:00

It has been 2 months since I last blog...
The little rascal have started to walk on this own lately... Been very busy playing with him most of the time... We had also brought Javier for his first swim, and He had turn 1 this 3rd June... As for me and Nic, both of us celebrated our first Mothers' and Fathers' day... Though we didn't celebrate but we are both happy!

Excited to have such a big bathtub to play in...

Happy happy two little boys...

Suck suck fingers testing how to water taste like...

So much fun... Look how cheeky both of them...

Enjoying the moment...

Next will be Javier's Birthday Party held at Bukit Batok Civil Servant Club...

His cake...

Afternoon nap...

Javier's sis... Cousin lar...

Javier's Grandparents... My Parents...

The Families...

The Happy Three Family...

With his favourite grandfather, but Javier is so grumpy due to the humid weather...

Say cheese...

Sis with dylan... He is also not feeling good because of the humid weather...

Imagine if I have 3 kids to handle... It will be like this...

Look at the 2nd photo, Javier is trying to step the cake...

With the aunties and grandaunties...

The In-laws...

With my close friends...

From left, Daniel/Dylan/Celestine/Javier/Me/Nic & Derrick

Time to eat cake...

Yummy yummy!

Look what has he done... I find it cute though...

For Javier birthday, the credits goes to Jason...

Because he set up the balloons for Javier FOC and he came earlier to help Nic too!
And 1 more credit for Shi Min...

Gtg, will update on more things asap...

Javier is Botak liao...

2009-04-07T21:09:00.000-07:00

It is the Qing Ming Festival again...
Mummy decide to give Javier a botak head...
So that he can take photo with the little buddha at Brighthill Temple..

Before and After

At the temple...

The one real life little buddha and the statue little buddha

Why is the floor green...

It looks scary... Mamamama.........................

It is pricking me... I don't like it...

Reciting sutra...

Thats better, I felt so much safer...

Scare scare.. Got monster at the grass or not...

I want to leave here ASAP...

With my beloved grandpa....

More to come soon... Please stay tune...

2009-03-07T05:45:00.000-08:00

Life has been playing with me since February.

It started on 15th, the day I thought it was just a stomach upset.
I suspected to be an appendicitis.
Hence, after seeing the GP, I was referred to A&E.
When I was in the department, awaiting to be examined,
A sudden gush of blood flowing down from below, initially I thought it was caused by the irregular menses.
Pregnancy test done, 2 doctors were looking suspiciously at the kit to double confirm.
From that moment, I felt something amissed, and 2 minutes later, I was told that I am pregnant.
Shocked for my life.

Totally speechless, as I was having menses on the 5th which was 2 days after I seen my Gynae doctor, given medication for my period to come as it was already late for 2 mths.

Told that the pregnancy is very early, may be for about 2 weeks gestation. No heartbeat yet..

The doctor even ask me, if I am able to keep it, will I keep? I said yes.
They did the scan but it wasn't clear enough to see the foetus, hence they wants to transfer me to KKH for more detailed scanning, and gave me some diagnosis that I was likely to have a miscarriage or ectopic pregnancy. Either I will be admit to TTSH or KKH for observation.

I was ferried to KKH by ambulance. The pain is back before I was sent to KKH.
The pain also occurred at my back which I did not notice.

At KKH, I was done with the scanning, they said it is too early to see what is it.
Hence I was admitted to KKH. No medication was given to prevent the early abortion. Only painkiller were given.

Though in the front of everyone I said I wasn't sad about it, but deep inside I actually blame myself.

Why see my gynae for the late period?
If I didn't see her, may be all this wouldn't have happened at all.

I keep on questioning myself, why is god playing with me?

People by my side keep on telling me I still have Javier... When my period was late and the pregnancy test I did was negative, I thought pregnancy won't happened.

I felt very emotional after the entire thing.
Why was I the only one to be blamed on???
I do not know how to speak out... The entire pregnancy doesn't caused by me entirely!!!
It is the both parties... Why do I have to be blamed??
I have already gone through the pain of losing one, why can't I have a peace of mind and let me forget about the trauma? Or even stop telling me how can I handle 2 when 1 of them is sicked???

Physically and mentally I had enough... I can't take this anymore.
Please stop saying things that reminds me of it.

I might sound too rude or offend anybody, but please, I just want to forget...
From now on, please don't remind me by saying, I will not have 2nd child or how are you able to provide 2 children with 1 adult working...

Sleeping Pattern Part 3

2009-02-12T07:34:00.000-08:00

Look carefully what is he holding in his hand...

Needs some support of his head...

2009-02-12T07:30:00.000-08:00

This photo taken by me..

This photo taken by Nicholas...

See the difference???

Javier and Me

Kiss kiss

The boys are all my love...

French Fries

2009-02-09T07:42:00.000-08:00

Darling Javier today had french fries together with me...
He enjoyed it so much...

Rubbish food is his love...

2009-02-09T07:32:00.001-08:00

Javier had slept...
I find that I misses him a lot...

Hmm... The last time I misses him was the time I was in the hospital delivering Javier...
So so so long ago...

Though I always say I hate you or I don't want you, I'm always trying to play with you...
I really love you, Nicholas...

2009-02-09T06:36:00.000-08:00

Tonight I'm staying over at my sister's place.
Wonder how Nicholas will feel...
So fun... Hehehe...

This is the first time Javier and I stay out...
Wonder how he feel...

Marking his 8 month milestone....

2009-02-05T01:14:00.000-08:00

Exactly 8 months from his birth, I went to consult my Gynae Dr. Judy Wong...
She is the first to carry Javier out to this world... Many thanks for her, for helping throughout the process...

Now Javier had learn how to eat the food given to him from his hand...
I guessed he had inherited a lot from Nicholas... Both doesn't like porridge...
Sweet tooth... OMG...

Javier will cry for me, sometimes even say Bao bao, or mum mum/neh neh if he is hungry...
He had even learn how to crawl into a huge curb...

Update soon, he is crying for me...

Happy Golden Ox Year!

2009-01-30T23:28:00.000-08:00

Hope I'm not too late to greet this season.

Anyway, Javier is now down with a flu due to teething...
The 4th teeth is coming out soon.
Diarrheoa, flu & vomiting... Crankiness.
So many things to do...

CNY DAY 1

Chloe, my niece.

Look at the 2 babies, 4 months difference... Javier is the youngest, yet he's bigger in size.
Both just can't stop moving, hence the blurr photo.

CNY DAY 2

Family Portrait...

My sauve Javier.

Me and my prince!

2nd outfit of the day...

Fairprice Pull-up pants does not have good absorben...
Only suitable for toddlers who is learning toilet training.

Kian How playing with Chloe

Kian Liong & me with Louis trying to peek-a-boo

Javier had some fun with himself.

I charge them FOC

2009-01-17T15:43:00.000-08:00

Went for training yesterday...
It was quite a nice job but too bad, have to take in all the 2nd hand smoke...
It was not very crowded..
Still I've given up this job..
Hence I wasn't paid for yesterday's on job training.
I want to cherish my health because of my family...
Though it is $9/hour, I still think that it wasn't worthy..

I worry that what if in the future I am to diagnosed with lung cancer..
The thinking is seriously making me feeling very uncomfortable...
Javier is still very young, he needs me to be with him.
My parents and Nicholas will feel heartache seeing me falling sick.
It is not just a torture to me, but more to them.

I don't think I've lose something, however I gained something...
Which I can be happy.
Money can't buy you happiness & health...

It cost a lot when you fall sick.

For the moment, I'll still keep on looking for part-time jobs.
Any intro???
Economy is bad... Real bad.. Hopefully I can get 1...

2009-01-14T21:13:00.000-08:00

Javier had started the papa & mama thingie...

Whenever he wants us, he will either call out papa or mama...
Initially, he started calling out papapapapapa....
After a month later, he started to mamamamama...

Either to seek attention or he is hungry...

Cutie!!!

2009-01-14T08:14:00.000-08:00

Nemo!!!

The Clown

Kiss kiss

The Pirates of the Carribean???

Nicholas shown these photos and claim that I bullied his son, but aren't they cute???
Am a naughty mommy...

CRO aka Customer Relation Officer

2009-01-14T08:10:00.001-08:00

I've got myself a part-time at Turf Club...
Yeah!!!
Extra income coming in soon...

I won't be so free to eat/slack anymore
I won't be so bored staying at home...
I won't be poor/broke...
I won't be so timid....

I will be going shopping everytime...
I will be able slim down as I work...
I will be learning new skills...
I will be more confident...
I will be building up my self-esteem again!!!

So excited... Training on this coming sat & sun...

Pitter Patter

2009-01-14T07:51:00.000-08:00

I was reading Clifford The Big Red dog stories to him,
we came across a phrase "Pitter Patter", and he started laughing...
Wonder what amuse him so much...

Sit back and enjoy...

2009-01-14T07:47:00.000-08:00

Have been lazy to blog... Hehehe...

I noticed that the photos taken at the trip to Genting & KL were damn ugly to be shown...
All thanks to the photographer Nicholas Wee...
Never ask him to take photos...

Javier had started to eat biscuits..
He loves it...

He is even interested in waffles...

Hope he will like the porridge i prepare the next time...
As the first 2 attempts giving him porridge had failed, for being unable to accept new taste...

Recently...

2009-01-06T04:16:00.001-08:00

At 7th month, Javier can crawl liaw~~~

He is still at the beginner stage... Soon he will be crawling all over and play
hide-n-seek with me...

2008-12-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

Guiltiness...

I'm such a sinner!

Can you imagine I such a foolish mother, who doesn't really put my son's health on the 1st priority???

I gave him watermelon last friday, then he started coughing...
It was all my damn fault... Sigh.......
I'm sorry darling, to cause you so much discomfort..
Speedy recovery alright???

Sorry for not being updating frequently... Am a lazy blogger...

2008-12-18T20:12:00.001-08:00

Damn... What is wrong with you??? I can't upload the pictures...
You stupid blogger!

Daddy Mommy Out Of Town / Home to myself...

2008-12-18T20:06:00.000-08:00

During the days when dad and mom were out of town, i had the house to myself...
I had to carry out household chores myself and of course cooking, etc.
I just can't make myself stay at home...
Been going out almost everyday.

2008-12-18T08:44:00.001-08:00

Can someone just put a gun at my head and shot me off... Let me die please...

2008-12-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

Haven't been blogging for 2 weeks... Was very busy with what? Household chores...
Because my parents are out of town to Taiwan....
The gifts i received, shall be post someday after I'm back from my Holiday...
Had been cooking dinner for my dear family for the past 3 days... Am so tireddddddd.......

I haven't forget about you totally... Our past had been flashing back in my mind ever since your return... I was looking forward for your return, but it turn out to be awkward when we met.
Let us loosen up our hand and free ourselves. We can never turn back the time. It has been years... Time to let go.

Emo......... Regrets............. Resentment.........
Please help me to get rid of this...

I haven't been myself... I've totally forgotten who am I...........

No wonder...

2008-12-03T23:07:00.000-08:00

Marking his 6 months old yesterday.

Little did I wonder why Javier was so cranky and unwell on monday. Javier this morning put my finger into his mouth and I found out his first teeth had erupted.

Update from the previous post (Sleeping Pattern)

2008-11-29T07:50:00.000-08:00

Look what has he done!

Update for the Month

2008-11-29T07:42:00.000-08:00

Some random photos taken

Javier likes to be involved when we were having our meal.

Javier & his dad.

My sweet little prince and me.

Loving you..

Here comes the rascal.

2008-11-29T07:26:00.000-08:00

25/11/2008 Happy Birthday To Me

I fell sick on the day before my birthday, my Iron-teeth, make me go out even though I should be having ample rest at home.

I got to avoid oily and heaty food, hence Nicholas brought me to Suntec City for Porridge buffet for lunch.

Nicholas bought me this for my birthday. I can't eat, what a waste due to my sore throat....

Birthday girl with Javier, he was so engrossed in the candles.

Happy Complete Family, first ever...

Cutting cake with Javier.

Birthday Camwhore

2008-11-29T07:11:00.000-08:00

14/11/2008 1st Wedding Anniversary

Our wedding cake? Lol... Roses from Nicholas, Sweet uh, though not a lot...

Credit to Javier who brought us together.

On the way to your destination.

My angel.

Javier/Nicholas/Me

Dessert

Hot Chocolate From Bakerzin

Javier gave me 2 pill of present(his poo) for our wedding anniversary.
Thanks baby...
While shopping, Javier insist to sit up straight.

Our dinner at Kim Gary's Cafe

My pork chop bake rice & his Unagi Stone Bowl? (I can't recall the name)

2008-11-29T06:54:00.000-08:00

2/11/2008 Wedding Celebration of Alvin & Winnie at Fullerton Hotel

Father-in-law came back from Germany the day before, bought me a Swatch Watch and a Cap & a few pairs of sock for Javier... Thanks daddy. I like the watch very much.
I actually seen Winnie twice since I got married to Nicholas aka Zi Yan, hence we doesn't really talk...
Congratulation and may them be blissful and everlasting love.

Some camwhoring before we set off to Fullerton Hotel.

The Groom & Bride ( I managed to only get take this photo because I'm sitting infront of the stage.

We were kind of surprised that we are arranged to sit at the Bride's table (VIP).

The table setting.

The souvenirs.

While we were enjoying the banquet, Javier is busy munching his fist and got cranky.

The loving dad & son.

Tiffany & Me

The most hilarious programme during the banquet, YUM-SHENG, Javier was in my arms when the yum-sheng starts, the moment the first toast to the newly weds ended, Javier immediately burst into tears... I got to go out of the ballroom to coax him. So malu...

2008-11-12T21:52:00.000-08:00

I'm too lazy to blog... Tomorrow is our 1 year anniversary...
I will blog again another day...

Sleeping Pattern

2008-11-12T21:41:00.001-08:00

I used to be sleeping in a very neat bed..

After I woke up, I started to wiggle.

I pull out the pillow where it should be,

just to peek-a-boo.

When I'm learning to turn my body.

Carry me out please!!!

Where are you mommy?!?!?!

I don't want stay in my bed!!!

Angry!

I can turn-over now.

My new sleeping habit.

See, I can hold myself up in my messy bed.

Holiday~~~

2008-11-01T03:25:00.000-07:00

Went to Plaza Singapura for our lunch and we went over to Park Mall to book for the room..
It is going to be fun!!!! I'm going to Genting this December... Yeah!!! Javier is going to stay home.. Too bad~

Lunch at 包箩万香，The dim sum they serve are not too bad quite value for money, their noodles are in Hong Kong style, overall 3.5 stars...

荷叶糯米饭 Tasted like 肉粽

凤爪 / 排骨

扬州炒饭

叉烧猪肠粉

鸭面干

猪扒面干

腐皮卷

Desserts at Gelare

Swiss Chocolate Caramel with Waffle...
Our all time favourite..

We spent quality time together with Javier...

爸爸和妈妈与远哲

快乐幸福的小伙子

Hehee...

2008-10-31T22:43:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging... Tralalala...
What am I doing all these days?

Erm... Housework.../Window shopping.../Nua at home...
Hardly touch the computers...

Tonight will update...

Golden Mile Thien Kee Steamboat 黄金端记暖炉

2008-10-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

It was a weekend where the family goes out, sis came back as mommy is working morning shift,
we decided to have steamboat for dinner at Golden Mile... Thanks to sis who is driving, if not we would not be able to enjoy such a nice dinner...

They are famous of their steamboat and chicken...
They serve zi char too..
I missed out the ingredient of the steamboat...
Arhh~ Where is my satay...
The satay is good cause they serve pork satay, not just any normal satay outside...

The food preparator... 洪爸爸来也。。

Javier can sit... But not so stable yet... Learning stage...

My beloved mommy..

Sis with daddy and mommy

Hmm... Where's dylan???

Our family have the habit of sleeping on the way...
Be it car/bus...

The brothers...

Dylan caught in the act....

I am so hungry... Hurry up mama!!!

After dinner we headed down to Suntec City for some shopping...
Mommy bought some clothes for daddy and herself to prepare for the Taiwan trip.. We had tough time during shopping because dylan was heavy and he can't really walk too long...

Hence, we let the boys sit together in 1 stroller...
Amazing uh...

Flu strikes...

2008-10-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

We went over the hubby grandmother's house on wednesday, I noticed that javier had been sneezing a lot that day and his nose was blocked up...

Coincidentally, last 3 months ago, javier was down with a flu after visiting hubby's grandmother...
Was it true that children especially babies should avoid old people??
Probably I should avoid letting grandma to carry javier too much...
What I said could be subjective, but for my son's sake, I would not risk the whole family suffering...

Javier had a bad flu that night he has problem sleeping and breathing, cranky whole night... Woke up 5 times, 3 times hoaxing and 2 times feeding... So damn bloodly tired...
I woke up in the morning with a serious giddiness... Brought him to Singapore Baby and Child Clinic (Ang Mo Kio branch) to consult the pediatrician, I was on the train, so i decided to called the clinic, they requested me to consult the doctor in the afternoon, I was kind of frustrated, javier is feeling very terrible how could i let him wait..

We had 2 options, to go Thomson Medical branch or without hesitate, just go to the clinic and wait for the doctors...
Hubby and I choose the 2nd options... We managed to see the doctor in 30 mins time...
Luckily, I wasn't so foolish to go in the afternoon...

I'm feeling so restless...

So tired...

I want to sleep, I didn't sleep well last night...

Scandalous Shot

2008-10-24T23:21:00.001-07:00

Oh dear, why javier is naked???

OoOo... So nice in birthday wear....

The naught little happy chatterbox...

Caught in the camera...

Actually it was bathing time, just in case he caught a cold i covered him up with blanket first...

Dinner on 19/10

2008-10-24T23:11:00.000-07:00

Sis and I was supposingly going to Vivo for shopping, ended up I'm so bloody tired and it was raining so heavily that afternoon... Daddy had no kaki to play mahjong and mommy was working night shift that week.. So daddy was invited to the outing...

Sis came to fetch daddy and me to Novena square for dinner and shopping...
Dinner at Ajisen...

It was daddy's treat for the dinner yeah~~~

I got a pair of trousers at the Cotton On for only 10 bucks... So cheap!!!
Wanted to get some leggings but I was allergic to the material...

Hmm, price was reasonable and the clothings were not bad, may be CNY's clothes can be found there...

Day out on 18/10

2008-10-24T22:49:00.000-07:00

There were so many things to be updated yet I was too busy going out, anaemic again and javier was down with a flu...

The weekend was simply boreddddd without baby with me, he went to work right after he booked out, so I'm all alone to spend the weekend.

Hence, I went out with sis, celestine, pauline w/ her beau, cynthia and of course the 2 babies~
When to Bras Basah to meet up sis and after fixing her glasses and stuff, we went over to marina square to had our lunch cum dinner.
So much of fun we had at marina square. Shopping, bowling...

Dylan was so excited when he saw so many gigantic ball (the bowling ball)....

Hmm, my little prince, it has been so long since they last seen boy...

Hmm, javier steals the limelight that day...

Happy Family?

God ma and pauline yiyi...

姨姨和远哲(javier's chinese name)合照。。

Dylan was neglected...

干妈 of javier and 姑姑 of dylan

Dylan's mommy and Javier's auntie~

Celestine, sis and mine thumb were all swollen after the games....
Body aching the next day... So terribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........................
Needs more exercise.

Yet another day...

2008-10-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

I've been asking people out and stuff over the weekend, nobody seems to be free,
until I suggust to sis bout going over to annie ah yi's place tomorrow or sunday..

She wasn't available as victor uncle just came back from Russia, so sian...
Luckily sis asked me out to shopping...

Argh, I won't be seeing darling till monday morning, he is going to work part-time,
though sometimes I really doesn't want him to stick to me everytime, but I do missed him...
may be this is now that I know I really love him...
Quite annoying sometimes, but this shows that he cares..

our wedding anniversary is coming soon in a month time, what can I do to make him happy?
any suggestion from you guys? hmm, i think i'm becoming an unromantic person ever since Javier was born... I've no idea why? Too tired due to babysitting.... I really need some time off badly after my babysitting and exams.......

Goshhhhhhhhhhhh somebody help~!!!

Desperate...

2008-10-16T01:33:00.000-07:00

After catching the Desperate Housewives, I find myself sometimes in the situation where I am so desperate...
Not sex for god sake...
But for money!!!

I missed my life before I was married with a kid...
I missed the freedom so much...
Though sacrificing for my little chatterbox is worth it, but I still feel something amiss.

This is why we always say, parents are the ones who doesn't mind sacrificing for their children...
How bout we the children of our parents, I hope that I will be a better mother and children...
So as to make my family happy.

Little Chatterbox

2008-10-16T01:18:00.000-07:00

Let me briefly introduce this little chatterbox and why chatterbox?
He is a loud speaker with cute voice..
My son, Javier Wee who is now 4 and 1/2 months old...
Loves his butterfly(first toy from daddy & mommy).

I can sit with little support, and I prefer it this way...

His no. 1 skill pulling his clothes out to eat...

Feeling nua nua...

So tired.... Little piglet...

Opps...

2008-10-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow okie... Too engross in the drama...

It is too late too...

Promised more photos~~~

I missed you, baby...

I will...

2008-10-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

Will be blogging tonight, watching Desperate Housewives Season 3

Selection of My Future Home

2008-10-12T23:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we headed down for our appointment at Toa Payoh HDB HUB for our selection of flat.
We had chosen the 25th floor unit, so happy that we got the 2nd highest level.

Strait Vista @ Marsiling~

(Brochure for viewing)
http://www101.hdb.gov.sg/hdbvsf/eampu06p.nsf/0/08JUNBTOWL_page/$file/08JUNBTOWL_about0.htm?open&ft=bto

Floor plan of my future home. 69 sqm

Camwhoring with the little chatterbox, who wants to be involved during the appointment.

So excited, I can't wait till 2012, our future, our home... Have to work hard for it... Awaiting for dream to come true, my housewarming and custom marriage (sounds funny with Javier at the age of 5 years old uh).

This photo was previously taken on the train.
I feel like eating him up everytime, too cute to resist.
Opps, I sound like a monster mom...

I'm Finally Free to Move...

2008-10-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

I was busy baby sitting Dylan during the mooncake festival as sis is going to work...
Had to wake up early everyday to take care of the 2 boys...
It is very tiring, both needs full attention especially Dylan...
Disaster, my house turn out to be like a 狗窝...

Right after Dylan went home, I was busy preparing for my exams...
7 papers, 5 were sup sup shui... 2 were the core subjects and both were disasters...
Neglected Javier for the past 2 months...
Aww, so many things at 1 go, feeling so tired...
I missed Dylan so much too... Partly because I've developed the bond with him for the past 1 and 1/2 month...
He is cute, but at the same time very naughty... His curiosity is killing my family's energy cell...

Sis came back to stay in order to help me babysit Javier for the past few days, due to my exams...
We had fun together, and we had talk a lot... Many things happening around me...
Bad luck I guess, I lost 60 bucks!!! *&^%$%@$#%$&

Today supposingly going to my Cousin's bday celebration at Pasir Ris Chalet,
but Javier just had his immunisation yesterday and having slight fever...
Nicholas is now serving his in-camp training... Thus, tonight only Javier and me sleeping together.

Dylans loves to hug Javier.. Look how big Javier had grown...

His passport photo...

He is a little chatterbox... Loud and talkative... I love him..

I love children very much, but I am not going to have another baby due to the financial circumstances...

Tomorrow, going to HDB Hub for my selection of unit....

My house~~~ In 5 years time... What is going to happen? I don't know....

Testing

2008-04-11T02:35:00.001-07:00

blah blah blah~